Inside Forever Again - Acoustic

by Nick Krefting

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1.
There's nothing I can tell you You've heard it all before We can talk and talk for days Til the reason drifts away And if you want to believe that There's nothing here to do We can talk and talk for days Til we're blue in the face You came bearing gifts, but nothing's free I've never heard you say you're sorry I walked into your party I talked with all your friends I hid my fragile heart Betrayed my beating heart Some days I just feel like crying Some days I feel nothing at all When I moved away When I moved away You came bearing gifts, but nothing's free I've never heard you say you're sorry
2.
I'll keep myself from going under I'll force myself to feel the wonder I'll battle on with hope and anger To leave the world a little better I wanna just want to get better I want us all to see December I want to see a world of plenty Take the power from the money Time takes its toll The earth keeps spinning I keep spinning until my inside's out Every day it just gets harder And I don't wanna be a martyr This time of day no motivation No excuse just explanation I've tried ignoring, tried forgetting Tried reading more and I've tried fretting I've tried to breathe and felt the pressure But have I ever gotten better
3.
I met a man when I came to the crossing It didn't take long before we were in love He used me for singing I used him for dancing He knew how to talk and I knew how to listen up With metals and empties and our hollow bodies We filled up the whole neighborhood with our noise Songs wrote for no one, I said, but kept dreaming Sitting alone with the shame of my hope And all we saw was nothing And all we knew was I breathed self imposed catatonic depression Tried once or twice to rekindle the past Well I never learned how to play the piano Even though I always wanted to know Maybe there's time now my gray hairs are growing Maybe that's part of the shame of my hope And all I see is nothing And all I know is
4.
I know that there's something I'm meaning to do I know there's a cart and I know there's a lute I know this all has something to do with you I know you were here and I know that you're gone I know that I'm slipping but I don't know how long I know long ago I sat down and wrote you a song I can hear the song in my head but I can't make it play My fingers forgot that familiar feeling I can hear your voice in my dreams but I can't make it stay I'm afraid I'm forgetting that familiar feeling I don't know where you've gone and I still don't know why I don't know how this ends, I just know that I'll try I know that I can't just accept that this is goodbye I can hear the song in my head but I can't make it play My fingers forgot that familiar feeling I can hear your voice in my dreams but I can't make it stay I'm afraid I'm forgetting that familiar feeling
5.
Won't you tell me all your secrets All about your life when you didn't know me I'll believe anything you tell me Because I need to know you were happy alone Were you happy alone, please tell me I hear you talking to your sister I'm just watching the record spinning I'll start it all over from the beginning And I'll listen again cuz you're laughing again And I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it You're laughing again, and I don't wanna hear it Won't you give me peace and quiet I've heard all that you've got to say now The right words are further and further away now And they're calling my name but it's never the same And I don't wanna hear it I don't wanna hear it You're calling my name and I won't wanna hear it
6.
I'm trying to keep my head above The sediment that I've built up The decades of bad habits and excuses I'm trying to ignore the bits That might just be trivial to fix A lifetime of coping, of wishing and hoping. No reason No feeling Just take me home I'm trying out a new routine A way to keep my temple clean And look at that, a week then it's abandoned I'm trying to open up some more To make connections, even up the score But when it comes to it, I just don't go through it. The road to hell is paved with good intentions And my deeds are much too menial to mention So I'll write another song about being sad I'm crying out, or I wish I would I'd get some help, yeah I know I should But I'll just stay quiet, I won't even try it No reason No feeling Just take me home I'm sorry These rough days I want you to know
7.
Everything is outside Everyone's together again Everything is outside Everyone's together again The present is relentless Make the most of sunlight I slept in till eleven again Make the most of sunlight I slept in till eleven again The present is relentless Pretend that I don't see it I'll never change my habits again Pretend that I don't see it ICUs and flood plains There's no milk at the store again ICUs and flood plains There's no milk at the store again The present is relentless I saw you through the wreckage I shed a tear and smiled again I saw you through the wreckage I shed a tear and smiled again The future isn't written So why am I here whining again The future isn't written So why am I here whining again The present is relentless Everything is outside Everyone's together again Everything is outside Everyone's together again The present is relentless
8.
We're on the other side Of another week My body's tired Can't hardly speak Here comes another day Of counting down to sleep It hurts to say But the winters deep If I run and hide Who do I let down If I don't confide Who wants me around How can I build If I keep falling down I don't have the will I'll just let you down I don't have the will I'm gonna let you down I'm gonna waste your time I'm gonna get too angry at myself I'm gonna let you down I'm gonna sit and mope I'm gonna steal your thunder I won't learn I'll never learn There goes another day Not doing anything Sometimes I can't Remember how to sing I'm up to bat Can't bring myself to swing It's the time of year I don't feel anything It's the time of year That I let you down That I waste your time That I get too angry at myself Yeah I let you down I just sit and mope I stole your thunder I didn't learn I'll never learn
9.
The idea of catharsis Has ruined all my thinking Got me waiting for one moment to define Everything that came before And everything that will come after Oh everything is changing all the time The signs that I've been waiting for They're never gonna come The idea of retribution I can't stop thinking like a cop Remind myself I don't have to control I don't want to have these feelings Second nature's hard to break Chip away the hardened shell around my soul The signs that I've been waiting for They're never gonna come The idea of deserving Have I earned myself a rest? As if I haven't earned it all just by existing There are voices all around me I've forgotten how to hear There's no better time to just start listening The signs that I've been waiting for They're never gonna come

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For my 40th birthday, I wanted to put out some quick and dirty acoustic versions of some of my favorite Krefting songs to play. These are the songs I'll play to warm myself up, or just to unwind after work. Also a fun way for me to look back over the last 15 years of songwriting. Get into it!

All proceeds going to Northeast Farmers of Color Land Trust (nefoclandtrust.org).

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released September 20, 2023

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making music after the kid goes to sleep. learning by doing.

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