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Sparrow
03:58
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Today I heard a sparrow singing
From an icy branch outside
Today it sounded like a warning
A conscience and a guide
I carry war inside my body
I breed corruption in my bones
My learning only speaks in violence
My people want me all alone
Remember that you've got a power
You're more than what you want
You're not entitled to somebody
You're not so innocent
Gut check all that I take for granted
Internalize all I have heard
I'm capable of making nightmares
Of ending lives without a word
I split in two, denied my old soul
Come back to me, along the old roads
I split in two
I spend my days denying anger
Can't get out of my own way
I wring my hands and stay complacent
To make it through the day
I carry war inside my body
I breed corruption in my bones
My learning only speaks in violence
My people want me all alone
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Sediment
03:19
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I'm trying to keep my head above
The sediment that I've built up
The decades of bad habits and excuses
I'm trying to ignore the bits
That might just be trivial to fix
A lifetime of coping, of wishing and hoping.
No reason
No feeling
Just take me home
I'm trying out a new routine
A way to keep my temple clean
And just like that, a week and it's abandoned
I'm trying to open up some more
To make connections, even up the score
But when it comes to it, I just don't go through it.
The road to hell is paved with good intentions
And my deeds are much too menial to mention
So I'll write another song about being sad
I'm crying out, or I wish I would
I'd get some help, yeah I know I should
But I'll just stay quiet, I won't even try it
No reason
No feeling
Just take me home
I'm sorry
These rough days
I want you to know
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The End of October
03:18
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We are gonna have a lot of time
We can get together for a drink
We can get it done before the end of October
There's a little voice inside my mind
Telling me to grow up and get it together
We can do it all before the end of October
I'll take the long way around
And I'll see you on the ground
Drawings in the dirt that fade away
Save my best for another day
Some other day
Life has funny ways of breaking plans
Years can disappear without a trace
So if we just survive until the end of October
We'll take the long way around
And I'll see you on the ground
Drawings in the dirt that fade away
Save my best for another day
Some other day
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Let You Down
03:33
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We're on the other side
Of another week
My body's tired
Can't hardly speak
Here comes another day
Of counting down to sleep
It hurts to say
But the winter's deep
If I run and hide
Who do I let down
If I don't confide
Who wants me around
How can I build
If I keep falling down
I don't have the will
I'll just let you down
I don't have the will
I'm gonna let you down
I'm gonna waste your time
I'm gonna get too angry at myself
I'm gonna let you down
I'm gonna sit and mope
I'm gonna steal your thunder
I won't learn
I'll never learn
There goes another day
Not doing anything
Sometimes I can't
Remember how to sing
I'm up to bat
Can't bring myself to swing
It's that time of year
I don't feel anything
It's that time of year
That I let you down
That I waste your time
That I get too angry at myself
Yeah I let you down
And I sit and mope
I stole your thunder
I didn't learn
I'll never learn
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Same Old Pain
03:46
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I turned the page again but couldn't see at all
I tried to change again but couldn't change it all
I got a new name
Still got that old shame
I got a history of feeling unfulfilled
Replace the memory and muster up the will
Got me a new name
I'll work on my old shame through the same old pain
I still remember, I still remember the way
I still remember, I keep the feelings at bay
I still remember, I still remember to smile
I still remember, though it's been a while
It's been a while, I still remember to smile
I faded out again, you felt me pull away
I'm halfway gone, you said, I couldn't name the day
I got a new name
But I'm full of that old shame and the same old pain
I still remember, I still remember the way
I still remember, I keep the feelings at bay
I still remember, I still remember to smile
I still remember, though it's been a while
I still remember to smile
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Forest Or The Trees
03:11
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You said my name, I was hardly listening
Lost in a daydream bout the future
I was trying to find the words
But I never ever heard
What you told me
Sitting alone, your skin was crawling
Nowhere to go, suffocating
I was seeking peace of mind
You were feeling left behind
What does that make me?
I can't see the forest or the trees
Caught between the forest and the trees
I lit a flame, you held the matches
Lit every candle when I asked you
You hid yourself away
So that I could be ok
What does that make me?
I can't see the forest or the trees
Caught between the forest and the trees
I can't see
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Put Myself Back Together
03:07
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I been down, shriveled up
Disconnected from everything
I divide, toss it away
Pieces scattered to the wind, how do I
Put myself back together
I never wanted to take space
Hope that no one will notice me
All's fair, til it's not
Tired of feeling like nothing at all, how do I
Put myself back together
Ooh it's easier said than done
But this ain't helping anyone
I been down, shriveled up
Hid away and I dimmed my light
Thought it was logical
But that's no way to live a life, how do I
Put myself back together
But I'm terrified of making trouble
If I run and hide it won't be no trouble
Ooh it's easier said than done
But this ain't helping anyone
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The Best In Each Other
03:15
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You get to see
The worst of me
And me too
I get the worst of you
But we still bring out the best in each other
Some nights it seems
We forgot our dreams
We pass some days
In a weary haze
But we can bring out the best in each other
We were holding hands and smiling as we walked along the sea
We were acting like the people that we always tried to be
In forty years
I'll still be here
And I know you
Will be here too
And we will bring out the best in each other
Yeah we will bring out the best in each other
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Nick Krefting Boston, Massachusetts
making music after the kid goes to sleep. learning by doing.
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